Rabindranath Tagore's Bhagini Nivedita (translated) concluded..
Sati’s
love for Shiva was enormous, gigantic, overwhelming and overflowing. Hence she
could subject her graceful body and her consciousness to the ardors of an
extremely difficult tapasya or
spiritual labor. This labor involved
standing on one foot, going without food and withstanding the continuous heat
of fire, for the length of the tapasya.
Nivedita too, was like Sati. The kind of spiritual labor she subjected herself
to, was practically unbearable. Her Sati like state involved living in a house
of a particular lane, where there was no breeze in the summer. The nights were
so hot that she passed many nights without sleep. However, she ignored all the
pleas made by her doctor as well as her friends to abandon that house. She
allowed herself the daily and constant discomfort of doing without the
amenities and habits that she had enjoyed from childhood onwards, and yet
passed her days happily. That she did not move away from this spiritual labor,
and withstood the many stresses of daily existence, was because her commitment to India’s well being was absolute and
complete, and not a momentary fad. The Shiva that exists in each human being is
the Shiva that this Sati (Nivedita) worshipped. What worship (sadhana) could be more difficult than
worshipping Shiva, in the inner Kailash temples of the hearts of her ‘people’?
As
the legend goes, Shiva came to Sati in disguise, and said, ‘Oh beautiful Lady,
who aspires so spiritually, is Shiva worthy of the penitence and spiritual
trials that you are putting yourself through?’ ‘He is poor, old, taciturn, and
kind of odd in his ways’. The angry Sati replied, ‘What you say may be true,
but it is in Him that my entire being is concentrated in every possible way’.
Is
it possible that once the consummation of her love takes place in Shiva, Sati
will be able to live according to the superficial norms dictated by youth,
beauty and external form? Sister Nivedita’s mind was also always replete with
the overflowing joy of having surrendered her being to Shiva. She had seen
Shiva in the poor of India, and instead of turning up her nose at their
apparent lack of beauty, like some people, she fell in love with them and
garlanded them with the flowers of her eternal life.
We
saw this incredible Sati like figure in our midst. Such a life removed all
cobwebs of skepticism and lack of faith in our minds. Her life made us realize
that Shiva truly resides in the human being, in the huts of the poorest of the
poor, and in the abandoned and marginalized. That person who through the power
of her own exalted feeling, penetrates the veils of ugliness that poverty
creates and the loathsome effects of uncivilized habits, to see the eternal
beauty and wealth of Shiva in peoples, sees the splendour and the magical
beauty of the Ultimate Truth. This Beauty transcends the beauty of one’s child,
one’s most precious possessions and indeed even one’s ultimate concept of what
‘beautiful’ might be. She overcomes fear, self interest, is indifferent to
questions of comfort, she destroys old patterns of inhibiting thought, and does
not spare a single thought for herself
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