Sister Nivedita. Translation continued of Rabindranath Tagore's Bhagini Nivedita
I
write all this with frankness today because as on the one hand I feared an
onslaught on my being by her, on the other hand, she has done me the kind of exceptional
favors, that I don’t recollect anybody else doing for me. There are numerous
instances of when after meeting her, I have drawn strength from her strength
and used my veneration for her as fuel for propelling me forward.
I
have never seen any other person who was as capable as she of giving herself wholeheartedly
to a cause or a purpose. She gave without restraint or reservation. In these
matters neither considerations of health, habit, the sentiments of her near and
dear ones, the indifference of Indian society, or the loss of purpose in those
she sacrificed herself for, could deter her.
Those who knew her saw the extent to which a human being could exemplify
Truth and Consciousness. Her ability to shred through all artificial
constraints and hypocritical values, and move towards her goal with boundless
energy, remains a magnificent instance of the reaches of human power. Those of
us who witnessed this are indeed blessed.
The
best things in life we usually get free. Because we do not have to pay for
them, we usually don’t give them their proper value. Sister Nivedita’s life was
like that. It was a great life from the example of which, other people
benefitted. She tirelessly gave what was best in her, every moment and every
day of her life. She did not spare herself in the least in living by this
strenuous idealism. She refused to have any sense of personal comfort or
desire, corrupt this ideal. She decided to live beyond hunger and thirst, loss
and gain, fame and infamy. She decided to submit herself to this high ideal of
giving without any consideration of fear, hesitation, comfort or rest.
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